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I will not write love poems because
stars and laced fingers and deep
kisses make me sick. Because dawn
doesn’t blossom and the night
always ends. The pillow loses its scent and feathers.
I lose myself in closets, waltzing with skeletons.
The sky fades from violet silk
to rough gray wool filling my throat
until I choke. I will not write love
poems because my soul aches for release,
but there is none. The grass
browns, the trees turn to skinny sentinels, watching
through sleepeyes. Life becomes routine
until I don’t notice where my feet take me.
“I love you”’s fall on ears full of cotton balls
and the echo never comes back. I will not write
love poems because love is a baby
growing in the womb of the world:
this time we cannot bear
the weight of it so we walk to the clinic
wearing black sweaters and shame
in the set of our lips. I search for anything
to make me dizzy and forgetful.
I search for anything to touch and never
get farther than my breasts and stomach.
I will not write love poems
because I released those words
from my heart like ugly wrens, flying over
the people in the streets screaming about
war! murder! poverty! atrocities!
until I cannot remember a time before.
Until I realize there was no time before.
There is no time left. I will not write
love poems because the paint wells dried up
and the picture was never finished,
just splotches of green and gray across the canvas.
Letters go unsent and I become a dusty guitar,
my strings broken and no one to finger me into song.
I don’t throw the garbage away and it becomes
my family. Dirty dishes pile up, clinking
elegies in the sink.
I will not write love poems.
I
will
not
write love poems
because there is
nothing
left
to write.
stars and laced fingers and deep
kisses make me sick. Because dawn
doesn’t blossom and the night
always ends. The pillow loses its scent and feathers.
I lose myself in closets, waltzing with skeletons.
The sky fades from violet silk
to rough gray wool filling my throat
until I choke. I will not write love
poems because my soul aches for release,
but there is none. The grass
browns, the trees turn to skinny sentinels, watching
through sleepeyes. Life becomes routine
until I don’t notice where my feet take me.
“I love you”’s fall on ears full of cotton balls
and the echo never comes back. I will not write
love poems because love is a baby
growing in the womb of the world:
this time we cannot bear
the weight of it so we walk to the clinic
wearing black sweaters and shame
in the set of our lips. I search for anything
to make me dizzy and forgetful.
I search for anything to touch and never
get farther than my breasts and stomach.
I will not write love poems
because I released those words
from my heart like ugly wrens, flying over
the people in the streets screaming about
war! murder! poverty! atrocities!
until I cannot remember a time before.
Until I realize there was no time before.
There is no time left. I will not write
love poems because the paint wells dried up
and the picture was never finished,
just splotches of green and gray across the canvas.
Letters go unsent and I become a dusty guitar,
my strings broken and no one to finger me into song.
I don’t throw the garbage away and it becomes
my family. Dirty dishes pile up, clinking
elegies in the sink.
I will not write love poems.
I
will
not
write love poems
because there is
nothing
left
to write.
Literature
Halation
Wait until tomorrow comes,
when moonbeams dance on silvered tiptoes
and stars live in the black spaces between your ribs
pushmumbling beneath your skin.
So that your secrets hidden in little known places,
will be lit by the moon boats casting anchor in the color of your eyes
and the glow of firefly comets drifting about your heart.
[or maybe a soul]
Literature
My Affair
I appreciate your willingness
to forgive me and take me back,
but I didnt say
I was coming back.
Im sorry I hurt you,
broke all the promises
encircling the third
finger of my left hand,
but I don't need the
excuses of hormones
or mid-life; I knew
what I was doing.
Yes, hes gone.
You tell me with
pity that he made
a fool of me,
but I see the
triumph in your eyes,
the joy in my
despair
that backlights
your face, that
justifies your
exulting
over the heartbreak
that I so thoroughly
deserve for making
you suffer.
Yes, hes gone.
Yes, Im broken,
my heart in pieces,
dust and ashes.
But
Literature
he was a storyteller.
We would sit under moon clouds
watching the sun sparkles disappear
from the crowded air. You told me
that every one word answer
had a story behind it.
[I guess you were a storyteller, just
not wanting to share your stories;
your first reaction to everything was
'no.']
-
"Do you care?"
a. You spent summers in my attic,
refusing to let the dust kill beauty.
You would rhyme off Shakespeare, as
we would forget about the stars, and
count tree limbs instead.
b. You watched me catch lies and turn
them into truths. I was oblivious to the
flashing signs telling me to watch out
for the fall ahead of me. Maybe I thought
you wo
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I will not.
I will not.
I will not.
(repeat mantra endlessly)
*(edited some for clarity and precision...we can make this poem better, faster, stronger....etc etc)
*edited more because I like it and I want it to be better.
I will not.
I will not.
(repeat mantra endlessly)
*(edited some for clarity and precision...we can make this poem better, faster, stronger....etc etc)
*edited more because I like it and I want it to be better.
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this is so so beautiful. i love it with so much of my heart.
the only thing i have to question is how jumpy your linebreaks towards the end sound... i'm such a hypocrite because i do the same, but consider it, love. aside from that this is gorgeous and everything everything i wish i could say if i knew how.
~Vendetta
the only thing i have to question is how jumpy your linebreaks towards the end sound... i'm such a hypocrite because i do the same, but consider it, love. aside from that this is gorgeous and everything everything i wish i could say if i knew how.
~Vendetta